Araf

“Araf” is actually defined as the place between heaven and hell. What I want to talk about is not that place.

I am caught between life and death.

I feel like I am dying at any moment, being killed, or maybe I am already dead.

The other thing I am caught between is living.

When it comes to living, my words and feelings are not enough.

I just want to live. (in every sense of the word)

In fact, I am caught in between wanting and finished. The power of wanting is stronger. That’s why I am not a chronic patient or I am alive at the moment.

Speaking of chronic illness, this includes my chronic nervous breakdowns, restless sleep, numbness, a kind of disloyalty, immorality, and eventually being far from being yourself.

The “Human Cake” Ceren, who has a bit of everyone’s desires in it. Wait, hold on. This is a creature of society.

This creature has been exposed to society for a long time and has been her stuation the most variable since its inception lately. As Montaigne said, it rises and falls according to the whim of society.

Being ignorant does not only happen when you deny learning. Being ignorant also occurs when you do not produce pure thoughts independent of society when it comes to learning.